C.S. Lewis, Patriotism, and the Culture War

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This Spring, I’m taking a course on Apologetics and C.S. Lewis at Covenant Seminary, which is very exciting because Lewis is probably the most influential Christian writer in my life. In the sixth grade, my family took me to see The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe after which I read the whole series in the span of about two weeks. In high school, my youth pastor read Mere Christianity with me and my friends, and it solidified my commitment to the Christian faith. In college The Screwtape Letters and The Great Divorce helped me to grapple with the reality of spiritual warfare and spiritual decay. All this is to say, C.S. Lewis has been a wonderful companion in my spiritual growth for about fifteen years. 

One of the best Lewis books I’ve read is The Four Loves, which is a series of essays about the dynamics of love and how they play out in our everyday life. In chapter 2, Lewis writes about our natural loves/affection. One of the main ideas of the chapter is how this particular kind of love becomes idolatrous. To be idolatrous, is not necessarily to make a literal shrine and worship a golden calf. It is when we give to a created thing what is owed to God – our worship, trust, unflinching loyalty, and complete devotion. In exchange, we expect from the idol what only God can give – fulfilment, the peace that surpasses understanding, perfect love, etc. 

For most of the chapter, Lewis writes about how idolatrous love for created things destroys individual relationships with family or our community. But in the second half of the chapter, Lewis speaks of a phenomenon where an entire culture idolizes its national identity. Lewis calls it demonic patriotism. It was strange to see him pivot to this because C.S. Lewis clearly loves his country. He fought in the first World War and rallied to encourage his country during the second. C.S. Lewis is clearly not anti-England. Yet C.S. Lewis consistently displays a tempered love for his country in the writings I’ve read. His love for England never seemed in conflict with his love for God or God’s kingdom.

And to be clear, C.S. Lewis is not also saying that patriotism or love of country is wrong. But there is a kind or degree of patriotism that is demonic and idolatrous. It creates a web of conflicting interests and sin in and out of the church. Lewis does an excellent job of explaining this in the Four Loves, and I thought I’d share three take-aways and how they have shaped my thinking over the years. If you want to read the chapter for yourself, you can read the online edition (pages 39-49). 

  1. Demonic Patriotism Enables Wicked Rulers and Wickedness Itself

On page 40, Lewis writes, “Demoniac patriotism will make it easier for [rulers] to act wickedly; healthy patriotism may make it harder; when [rulers] are wicked they may, by propaganda, encourage a demonic condition of our sentiments [love of country] in order to secure our acquiescence [compliance] in their wickedness. If [rulers] are good, they could do the opposite. That is one reason why we private persons should keep a wary eye on the health or disease of our own love for our country.” (my definitions inserted in brackets for clarity).

In other words, the idolatrous patriotism of citizens at the hands of an immoral leader creates an enormous opportunity for that leader to manipulate those citizens. This is one of the reasons I’ve had a hard time getting behind Make America Great Again. Trump has constantly antagonized his political rivals (including those within his own party) and has actively believed and spread conspiracy theories/propaganda for four years in the name of love for country. Subsequently many citizens who idolize their country (and Trump) believed every word and supported this behavior. Some of them showed up at our nation’s capitol with pipe bombs in the name of patriotism and for a lie that the election was stolen. It happened.

Now that behavior was very extreme and does not represent everyone who voted for Trump. What is less extreme but fairly common was the patriotism that was in favor of antagonistic rhetoric and behavior which has flooded our culture with division. I’ve watched for four years as Christians duke it out over supporting the president and justifying his behavior. In some cases it has caused Christians to forsake love for Christian brothers and neighbors. It has divided families and friends. This isn’t to say that progressives and never-Trumpers have not contributed to the division too (they have). But it is discouraging to see professing Christians, in the name of patriotism, consistently contribute to a culture of vitriol and antagonism. It is hard to see Christians refuse to be peacemakers. It is hard to see Christians mock one another and unbelievers.

Lastly, there is the antagonistic rhetoric and policies towards immigrants, refugees and even exchange students. As World Relief has pointed out, refugees fleeing violence and persecution to the United States were at an all time low as a direct result of this administration. This year, there were nearly 70’000 refugees unable to get asylum in the U.S. As someone who grew up with exchange students and is potentially pursuing college ministry with international students, this policy was exceedingly hard to swallow. I understand concerns about our own security and economy, but turning away vulnerable refugees during a horrible international health crisis and threatening to send home exchange students to put America first was exceedingly difficult to swallow.

So from where I stand, C.S. Lewis was right. If patriotism comes before love of God and his kingdom, it enables wicked rulers and wickedness itself.

  1. Demonic Patriotism Distorts History

In page 43-44, Lewis writes, “I think it is possible to be strengthened by the image of the past without being either deceived or puffed up. The image becomes dangerous in the precise degree to which it is mistaken, or substituted, for serious and systematic historical study . . . What does seem to me poisonous . . . is the perfectly serious indoctrination of the young in knowably false or biased history – the heroic legend drably disguised as text-book fact . . . With this creeps in the tacit assumption . . . that our own nation, in sober fact, has long been, and still is markedly superior to all others.” 

Here Lewis speaks to how demonic patriotism often develops a superiority complex based on heroic national legends. Lewis is not totally throwing out myths and legends which spark our imagination as children and help us develop love of country. I still love Davy Crockett to be honest. But Lewis is condemning the tendency (knowingly or unknowingly) to present our legends as historic facts devoid of context or historic scrutiny. For example, in the south, folks tend to say and believe that the Civil War was truly about states rights, and that it was a holy and just cause (see the attached monument). Folks typically propagate this to help us appreciate our southern heritage/culture and make sense of the Civil War. The problem is that it’s incredibly ahistorical. It downplays the evil of slavery and white supremacy and it directly contradicts what the confederate leaders said and believed about defending slavery.  

You might think the worst that this does is make us bad historians, but it actually does something more sinister. C.S. Lewis goes on, 

“If our nation is really so much better than others it may be held to have either the duties or the rights of a superior being towards them. In the nineteenth century the English became very conscious of such duties: the ‘white man’s burden.’ What we called natives were our wards and we their self-appointed guardians . . . Our habit of talking as if England’s motives for acquiring an empire had been mainly altruistic nauseated the world. And yet this showed the sense of superiority working at its best. . . If there were no broken treaties with Redskins, no extermination of the Tasmanians, no gas-chambers and no Belsen, no Amritsar, Black and Tans or Apartheid, the pomposity. . .  would be roaring farce.” – p. 45-46

In other words, this patriotic mythology downplays, ignores, or denies the ugly parts of our past and allows us to either ignore or justify atrocities. It robs us of the opportunity to heal and make amends. One of the reasons I do not think of Germany as a threat is that they don’t present the third reich as a just cause. I can’t speak for every German, but if you go to Germany, there are not monuments to Hitler or Nazi war heroes presenting them as heroic. This doesn’t mean you can’t learn the history of the second world war. There are plenty of museums and you can visit Dachau to learn about Germany’s role in WWII.

One of the reasons I believe the Bible is true is because it refuses to gloss over the sins and wrongdoings of its heroes. Israel’s most famous old Testament King, David, was an incredibly heroic figure. He also had an affair and murdered Bathsheba’s husband, Uriah. He refused to punish his son, Amnon, after Amnon raped his sister Tamar. Then when his son, Absalom, killed Amnon, David refused to deal with that and it led to a civil war. The Bible has no qualms telling us about all of it. Peter, “the rock upon which Christ would build his church,” chopped off a guy’s ear, denied his Lord three times, and refused to sit with Gentiles. God still brought him to repentance and still used him in profound ways! The Bible tells us not to trust in our own righteousness or heroism. The mythological version of our history does not. It tells us how righteous and justified our culture is. 

Of course this does not mean that C.S. Lewis thinks a country’s sins are all that they are. There are great and heroic moments and people throughout American history that we should celebrate and remember. These stories help us develop love of country. But we also shouldn’t ignore or downplay the sins of the past either. When we do ignore it, it creates a significant and strong resistance to anything or anyone who contradicts our cultural narratives. This past year, I’ve observed numerous black christian leaders speak up about their stories and experience of living in America – stories of hardship and inequities that they and their community have faced. A common response from christians has often been to boldly deny, minimize, downplay, avoid, and/or ignore their experiences. Sometimes the response has been down right antagonistic and cruel. I suspect that it is because the stories of racism/discrimination towards black men and women in America contradicts the heroic American legend. It contradicts patriotism. It tells us that America is not as “holy and just” as we’ve been taught. The result is that we can’t deal with black Christians who don’t share our patriotic zeal, even when they are our brothers and sisters in Christ. Instead we avoid, excuse, and downplay their stories and then blame and vilify them.

Demonic patriotism robs us of empathy and love for brothers and sisters in Christ who do not share our mythology. These responses may not be ill-intended, but they are responses that do significant damage to our relationships. They fundamentally deny the wounds and vulnerability of others in order to preserve our legends. They fundamentally deny the dignity of people in front of us in order to preserve the dignity of our patriotism. They are attitudes that cripple our ability to truly love black men, women, and children in America. 

This brings me to Lewis’ final point. 

  1. Demonic Patriotism and Culture War Destroys Our Ability to Effectively Witness to the World

One reasons I have always been drawn to men like C.S. Lewis is that I was raised as an evangelical. I was taught that one of the most important things we are to do as Christians is share the Gospel with others, and C.S. Lewis is, in my view, is the best example of this. He influenced so many people and made some of the best arguments for the Christian faith with his writing, and he did so without disrespecting others or aggressively criticizing their culture. He did not shy away from arguing against the cultural currents and sins of his day, but he never did so with an antagonistic rhetoric or strawman arguments. He was kind, humble, and compassionate in his writing, making a defense that was persuasive and kind. He reflected the character of Christ with his words. It deeply influenced the way I viewed unbelievers and how I ought to engage with them.

Sadly, this is not the norm today. We are more drawn to culture warriors who “own the libs.” When the church participates in this kind of rhetoric, when our words are aggressive and we mock each other or our political rivals or unbelievers, it effectively communicates to unbelievers that God’s kingdom is no different than earthly kingdoms. It ignores the sermon on the mount and reeks of Babylon’s arrogance and cruelty. As an apologist, C.S. Lewis seemed to understand this.

“If ever the book which I am not going to write is written it must be the full confession by Christendom of Christendom’s specific contribution to the sum of human cruelty and treachery. Large areas of ‘the World’ will not hear us till we have publicly disowned much of our past. Why should they? We have shouted the name of Christ and enacted the service of Moloch.” – p. 49

This is one of the greatest barriers to Christian witness. When Peter tells us 1 Peter 3:15 to give an answer for the hope we have to unbelievers, American Christians will now need to explain the assault on the capitol at the hands of Christian nationalists. We’ll also have to own up to our contribution in the culture war. And we may have to talk about the crusades and the inquisition as well. Thankfully, God’s spirit will still be at work in unbelievers, but the credibility of the church has taken a significant blow at the hands of christendom and demonic patriotism. 

Just to clarify

Reading C.S. Lewis did not make me hate America or the South, and C.S. Lewis clearly did not hate England.  I love my country and where I come from. I love the school I attended, the teachers I had, the food we eat, and the movies we watch. I cannot emphasize how grateful I am for the churches that discipled me. I have relatives who have served or are serving in the military who I am very proud of! In fact, I wouldn’t be writing this if my own family and church had not introduced me to C.S. Lewis! There are wonderful parts of our culture, people, and history that I cherish. America has given me Star Wars, The Avengers, Cheerwine, O’Henry’s Coffee, and Pixar! It has given me a wonderful education in high school, college, and now seminary. It’s given me a place to call home and a family, friends, and church that I cherish very much. It’s the country God has placed me in to seek its wellbeing and I am very grateful for it.

I did not write this as an endorsement for the DNC nor a wholesale condemnation of the RNC. Perhaps I should write more about the dangers of marxism or demonic progressivism. I’m sure I would encounter more of these ideologies if I lived in Seattle, but the reality is I have yet to encounter a living and breathing cultural marxist in my church or social circles. I have more consistently encountered nationalism and culture warriors (on the left and right).

I wrote this because I believe good patriotism does not come at the expense of our fellow countrymen or political rivals. It does not come at the expense of history either. Good patriotism acknowledges what is good and it is honest about how we have failed. What’s more, Christians have a heavenly citizenship that supersedes our earthly citizenship. We have the Biblical narrative of a God who saves and cleanses us from all unrighteousness when we did not deserve it. It’s a narrative that gives us hope and meaning and the only person without sin in that narrative is God, and his kingdom will not be established through a culture war.

Gospel Resources for Racial Reconciliation.

Hey everyone! I know that race is a very sensitive, politicized, and uncomfortable topic. My goal with this post is to provide a list of stories, books, articles, websites, organizations, and music that advocate for reconciliation in the church and world with perspectives that are rich with the Biblical principles of truth, love, repentance, grace, mercy, and hope.

Just Mercy

Movie: Just Mercy

Who’s it for? Everyone.

What is it about? This movie is an adaptation of the book Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson, a lawyer who has spent much of his life fighting the unjust sentencing of impoverished people.

Why is it helpful? When you love someone, you want to know their story. There are so many people crying out in protest around the world, and this story attempts to explain why. Just Mercy is an honest and hopeful story about love and mercy triumphing over hate.

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Book: One Blood: Parting Words to the Church on Race and Love by John M. Perkins

Who is it for? Evangelical Christians

What is it about? John M. Perkins is a cofounder of the Christian Community Development Association (CCDA) and a leading evangelical voice coming out of the Civil Rights movement. This book is a summation of his vision for the church: an ethnically diverse body of believers reconciled to each other who seek to reconcile the world to God.

Why is it helpful? Perkins is incredibly generous with his vulnerability, and he’s also very understanding of those who might disagree with him. Nevertheless, Perkins offers robost Biblical truth and challenge to the status quo. He shares a beautiful vision of a church body that laments and confesses its sin while striving to be reconciled to each other and to reconcile lost souls to God.

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Discussion: Holy Post – Race in America

Who is it for? Anyone

What is it about? Phil Vischer explains why people are mad about racism in 2020. He does so with a short and simple video essay on the history of racism, bias, and policy in America.

Why is it helpful? Vischer uses one of my favorite media formats, the video essay. He fills in a lot historical gaps by looking at statistics and thoroughly answers some of the big-picture questions. 

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Book: Divided By Faith by Michael Emerson & Christian Smith

Who’s it for? Evangelical Christians 

What is it about? A large statistical survey & analysis of the cultural values of Evangelical Christians and the unrecognized barriers to Christian unity. 

Why is it helpful? This book highlights and explains the common thought patterns, assumptions, and behaviors that create barriers to healing and racial reconciliation in Evangelical churches. 

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Discussion: Grace, Justice, and Mercy: An Evening with Bryan Stevenson & Tim Keller (pt. 1) +  Q&A (pt. 2)

Who’s it for? Anyone

What is it about? Tim Keller prefaces the evening with a short sermon on how the Bible speaks about the issue of injustice. Bryan Stevenson (author of Just Mercy) follows Tim’s sermon with the principles and stories from his life that give him the passion and hope to defend and love the clients he serves. Followed by a Q&A with both men. 

Why is it helpful? Tim Keller and Bryan Stevenson are two incredibly gifted leaders and speakers and it’s inspiring and helpful to see them share a platform in order to advocate for true healing and reconciliation.

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Book: Heal Us, Emmanuel: A Call for Racial Reconciliation, Representation, and Unity in the Church

Who’s It For? PCA members, RUF staff, & RUF students

What is it about? Stories and essays from various PCA  ministers and some RUF staff about the PCA’s history and current struggles with race. 

Why is it helpful? The PCA is actively pursuing reconciliation and unity with our brothers and sisters who we have hurt in the past. This book is a helpful tool in pursuing true healing, understanding, reconciliation, and unity in Christ.

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Discussion: Bryan Stevenson: The U.S. Should Take Germany’s Lead on Facing Down a Violent History

Who’s it for? Everyone

What’s it about? Bryan Stevenson (from Just Mercy) explains the significance of historical narratives and how they either help or impede reconciliation and healing. 

Why is it helpful? If you’re confused or upset about the removal of confederate monuments or flags, this is a compelling (and short) introduction to the topic. 

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Article: Moving Forward by Russ Whitfield

Who’s it for? Evangelical Christians

What’s it about? Russ Whitfield is a pastor of a multi-cultural church called Grace Mosaic Church in Washington, D.C. and the director of Cross-Cultural Advancement for RUF. This article is taken from the book Heal Us Emmanuel (listed above).

Why is it helpful? Russ is a wonderful speaker and Christian leader. This article is both honest and humble about the problem of race in America and what moving towards reconciliation could look like. 

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Article: Reflections from a Christian scholar on Social Justice, Critical Race Theory, Marxism, and Biblical Ethics by Kelly Hamren

Who’s it for? Evangelical Chrisitans

What it about? How critical race theory, marxism, social justice, white privilege, and the Bible interact with the Black Lives Matter movement.

Why is it helpful? I hear a lot of Christians dismissing/criticizing Black Lives Matter or fellow Christian activists on the grounds of “Marxism,” “Critical Race Theory,” or the notion that white privilege is a myth. Hamren responds to these concerns with some helpful nuance and information to challenge those criticisms without buying into marxism or CRT.

 

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Article:Racism and Corporate Evil: A White Guy’s Perspective (Tim Keller) and Structural Racism: The Child of Structural Pride (John Piper)

Who’s it for? Anyone who considers systemic racism an unbiblical concept. 

What is it about? The concept of corporate evil/systemic evil from a Biblical worldview.

Why is it helpful? In America, we tend to view the world through an individualistic framework, which primarily sees the world through the lens of individual actions and consequences. This can make the concept of systemic or corporate evil hard to understand or even believe in. Both Tim Keller and John Piper make the case that the Bible recognizes both individual responsibility and a corporate/systemic manifestation of evil.

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Website: The Gospel Coalition & race

Who is it for? Evangelical Christians.

What is it about? Christian writers, theologians, pastors, and artists from various different ethnicities who all share a strong Biblical theology and address a wide range of topics relating to race.

Why is it helpful? The Gospel Coalition has a lot of great resources for a Biblical perspective on a variety of different topics. They’ve been addressing the topic of race in the Bible and church for years and invite a lot of different voices to the table.

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Birmingham Ministry Opportunity: Aspire Movement

Who is it for? Christians 18 or older who have either time or money to help mentor at-risk kids in Birmingham, AL.

What is it about? Aspire is a ministry in Birmingham that walks with young people by developing on-going, one-to-one relationships. Mentors serve as role models, advocates, advisors, and friends to their students. Mentors must be good listeners and respectful of differences.

Why is it helpful? Aspire not only gives the student a chance to learn valuable skills and life lessons, but it also gives mentors a chance to learn about the experience of their students: their family, their community, and their story. It’s an opportunity to develop a mutual exchange of love, respect, and understanding for your neighbor.

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Playlist: Heal Us Emmanuel

Who is it for? Anyone

What is it about? Some beautiful, inspiring, and challenging music about reconciliation. 

Why is it helpful? Jon Foreman has been advocating for justice, mercy, and reconciliation in his music for a long time. Jon’s music and biblical lyrics are honest, rousing, and hopeful, and it has challenged me to think deeply about racial tension and encouraged me to love God and my neighbor. So I put together some of his songs along with a lot of different artists sharing the same sentiment including Josh Garrels, Michael Kiwanuka, Ruth B., Colony House, Lecrae, and Common House. 

Reflections on the Internship: Covenant Presbyterian Church

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Every year, Covenant Presbyterian Church (Birmingham, AL) invites RUF campus ministers, interns, and staff to their annual RUF Sunday in order to encourage, pray for, and introduce us to incoming students and their families, and it is always so helpful. Unfortunately, we won’t be able to physically come together for this event this year due to the virus. All the same, RUF Sunday reminds me how Covenant has been such a big part of my story. It was my church community throughout my college days at Samford, and they have continually loved and supported me throughout the internship. 

I began attending Covenant Pres with some friends in RUF in 2014. Covenant always offered free meals to college students on Wednesday and Sunday nights, which was a very nice break from the caf at Samford. It soon became my church community, and I made several friends at the Wednesday night suppers and rehearsing with the choir afterward. It is where many of my dearest friends got married and where Emma and I got married. Several of the pastors and elders have met with and prayed for me for years. They encouraged me to pursue the RUF internship, and have been some of my biggest supporters throughout the experience. 

In 2017, I did some A/V work for Covenant before I began the internship. During this time, I got to know some of the wonderful older women working at Covenant – women who often encouraged me and wanted to know about my ministry and life. When I began working for RUF at UAB, Covenant offered to print out our announcements for Large Group. So every week I drive across town to pick them up often running into old friends when I arrive.

One week in the Fall of 2018, I got to catch up with Phyllis Hamm on one of my weekly trips to pick up announcements. Phyllis works with the missions team at Covenant, and her husband had recently passed away. Yet here she was asking me about my ministry at UAB and encouraging me. We talked some about how she was adjusting to being on her own, and while it broke my heart, I saw a lady who deeply trusts God with her pain and continues to love and serve others in the middle of a storm. It was a profound testament to God’s love and faithfulness in the midst of one of life’s greatest tribulations. 

Picking up announcements every week at Covenant Pres could just be a mundane task I have to do. But for the folks at Covenant, it always seems like an opportunity they take to remind me of the deep bonds of fellowship, prayer, and support they have graciously heaped on me for five years. It’s a great reminder of Psalm 133:

Behold, how good and pleasant it is
    when brothers dwell in unity!
It is like the precious oil on the head,
    running down on the beard,
on the beard of Aaron,
    running down on the collar of his robes!
It is like the dew of Hermon,
    which falls on the mountains of Zion!
For there the Lord has commanded the blessing,
    life forevermore.

 

Reflections on the RUF Internship, Pt. 1

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Between reading, listening to lectures, and writing papers for seminary in addition to our regular RUF activities at UAB, writing blogs is something I have put on the backburner. However, on March 13, all our normal RUF activities came to a sudden halt. No more Large Group gatherings on Thursday nights, no more small groups meeting throughout the week, no more staff meetings at our local coffee shop, no more one-on-ones at my apartment. Everything has transitioned into a virtual and distant setting, and it is strange. While I enjoy not having to commute to meetings and taking our dog, Lulu, out to pee multiple times a day, seeing someone on a computer screen is not the same as being present with them in the room. Though we are continuing many of our various activities virtually, I miss being physically present with my students. I also miss being present with my family, friends, and church.

This is not how I imagined the final weeks of the RUF internship would be. I’m not totally sure what I imagined, but it definitely wasn’t this. It feels anti-climatic and disappointing. I know God is at work, but I am still upset. In the midst of my fear, uncertainty, and disappointment, I’ve been reflecting on moments from the last three years of the internship that have deeply affected me. This job has shaped my life and trajectory in big and small ways, and I’m grateful for all the profound, mundane, joyful, sad, and quiet moments.

The first moment that comes to mind is a meeting I had with a student in January. I have met with him so many times and often wondered if anything I said to him mattered. I was deeply discouraged and was ready to give up hope on him after a particularly rough meeting we had in the Fall semester, but this meeting in January did not go as planned. In this meeting, it felt like a cloud rolled back and I saw the light of the Gospel taking hold in his life through his words and actions. He shared with me new ways he is trying to relate to God, his peers, and displayed a desire to grow. Now I feel a great deal of hope for this student and God’s work in his life.

This moment reminds me that God didn’t come to save good boys and girls who have their lives together. He came for needy, broken people like this student just as the hymn, Come Ye Sinners, reminds us:

“Come, ye weary, heavy laden,
Bruised and broken by the fall;
If you tarry ’til you’re better,
You will never come at all.
Not the righteous, not the righteous;
Sinners Jesus came to call.” – Joseph Hart

I’m so thankful God has allowed me to participate in this student’s life as his RUF Intern.

 

 

 

Imperfect Pastor by Zack Eswine

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Imperfect Pastor by Zack Eswine is a sobering book about the unique calling, challenges, and temptations of pastoral ministry. It is written to help ministers think about common patterns and temptations like the need to be a hero or the need to be everywhere for everyone all the time. The author’s main point is to remind readers that pastors are called to minister  to their local context and its specific people, time, and culture.

I think an important point Eswine wants pastors to recognize is the subconscious temptation and burden to be a celebrity pastor. There seems to be a cultural temptation for ministers to be like the judges of the Bible (Gideon, Samson, Deborah) who lead the people of Israel into a time of cultural revival through their heroic “limelight” leadership. Eswine reminds us of another heroic Biblical narrative that coincided with the Judges – Boaz and Ruth.

“While the judges publicly participated in substantial cultural change, a farmer named Boaz quietly walked the muddy fields, planted grain, fairly treated his workers, and sought the common good of his community with ordinary, daily, prayerful, and hard work. This farmer loved a Gentile woman and her family. They made an ordinary life of real love together. They loved God. Those who know the story will argue that this ordinary love and life proved equal to if not greater than the mighty deeds of the judges in that generation.” (Page 246).

Eswine is not criticizing pastors for being renowned. His point is that pastors should not define renown as success. He suggests that renown is meant for a very different and important purpose.

“…heroic moments have as their aim the recovery of the ordinary. Deborah and Gideon are raised up by God so that everyone can return home to do life in peace. The great triumph of a fictional Superman is set free the the citizens of Metropolis from evil so that they can go back to work, and marry, and live, and eat, and find meaning… The true act of heroism in Jesus on the cross and the emptying of the tomb is so that his people can return to the grace of doing life with God in a place, with love for our neighbors, and the freedom to enjoy God in the work, play, rest, and love that he gives us there.” (Page 247)

This was book very sobering for me. A lot of my own assumptions about ministry were challenged and corrected. Reading about Eswine’s experiences and hurt from people in the church reminded me that the church is full of big sinners who wound and are wounded by each other. It reminded me that pastors, campus ministers, and RUF interns are big sinners too. Ministers need grace and the help of the laity as much as the laity needs grace and the shepherding of ministers. I would have said this was true on paper, but I did not really believe it deep down. I often expect ministers and church members to have it all together, and I forget that we’re all big sinners needy for grace and truth.

I am thankful that God is patient with me, and I hope that this book will help me to be patient with myself and others. The Holy Spirit precedes our work, and I pray that I will resist my urge to fix people, instead learning to pray for, love, and walk with them through their wounds and wounding others as an imperfect servant.

 

Can We Still Believe the Bible by Craig L. Blomberg

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For the RUF Intern reading program this month, I read Can We Still Believe the Bible by Craig L. Blomberg. It is an examination of contemporary questions on the reliability of God’s Word. Blomberg takes these contemporary questions seriously and answers them with comprehensive research and history. His purpose isn’t to give the Bible an airtight argument. Rather, his book is trying to prove that Scripture is trustworthy and that it is not the sum of man-made religious dogma. Blomberg wants to give readers some logical reasoning behind their faith as we are encouraged to do in Peter 3:15.

Here is a great summary of what the book seeks to accomplish.

“The astonishing amount of archaeological corroboration of the kinds of details in the Bible that can be tested grows steadily with each generation. The theological unity of scripture, even amid all of its diversity, enables readers of all sixty-six books to discern a coherent narrative plot, profound wisdom, and a meta-narrative that explains human nature from its origins to its final destiny.” (Page 5)

Not only does the Bible tell us about true historical events, people, and literature, it also tells us about our purpose and destiny. This book was helpful for me as someone who frequently wrestles with doubts. It reminded me that I’m not just a product of cultural influences, but that I believe something that is true.

What I also appreciated about this book was Blomberg’s balanced approach to criticism. For every answer to liberal, atheist, or agnostic question and response, Blomberg also addressed “The Opposite Extreme” of the more fundamentalist/hyper-conservative response to such questions. This particular challenge to Christian censors stood out to me.

“These censors need to sit down and listen respectfully to a representative cross-section of the thousands of ordinary laypeople nationwide who are ‘deconverting’ from Christian faith at a record breaking pace today. If they did so, they would hear several important, recurring themes. One of these is that the form of Christianity in which these church-leavers and faith-leavers were brought up and/or nurtured did not allow for serious discussion of the hard questions of the faith in a safe environment and drew small circles around what was deemed acceptably ‘Christian…’

Those who had bought into the all-or-nothing mind-set of their teachers (‘If you depart from OUR definition of inerrancy, you are on an inevitably slippery slope to unbelief’) naturally decided they had then better become atheists or, at best, agnostics… Closely related to this pattern is the one of individuals watching how ultraconservative Christians treat with very little Christian spirit those with whom they disagree and then deciding that they want nothing to do with Christianity. Surely those who have caused ‘one of these little ones-who believe in me-to stumble’ (Matt. 18:6) will have much to answer for on judgment day!” (Page 175-176)

I appreciate this challenge from Blomberg because it is something I often find myself challenging my students to think about as they engage with each other and other students about their beliefs. This book challenges its readers to think critically about where we draw lines in the sand with our beliefs and to make sure that those lines are drawn from the Bible itself. It also challenges readers to be charitable with people we disagree with and not bear poor witness to Christ through our conduct.

Additionally, Blomberg notes another typical experience our students have in universities.

“far worse, far more culpable, and even more common are the situations in which professors intentionally seek to lead others, especially young university students, to abandon their faith via one-sided and distorted presentations of ‘scholarship.’ Many religious studies instructors do their best to ensure that these students are never exposed to the thousands of articles of, essays, and books of evangelical biblical scholars worldwide who have mounted credible cases for the reliability of Scripture. If any of these works are discovered, they are written off as something less than serious scholarship.’ Apparently separation of church and state in public universities does not extend to barring attacks against Christianity in the classroom.” (Page 176).

I think it is very common for our students to experience one or both ends of this spectrum. One-sided vitriol against Christianity in the classroom and/or pharisaical legalism in church or at home with little room for good questions. I am thankful that RUF equips ministers to meet and pursue students in these contexts with the refreshing truth of the Gospel, and I think the reading program has better equipped me to help students in these contexts with this book.

Fall 2018 Update

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My first RUF small group!

Friends and family

I am happy to say that my first two months of RUF at UAB have been really great! I’ve gotten to know several returning students and new freshman in a short amount of time with my campus minister’s help, and we have had an exciting start to the school year. Students have been engaging with us in our Bible Studies and Large Group, and we are thankful to see how God is at work the in the lives of these students as they open their hearts and minds to the teaching of the Gospel. I am very grateful that I get to be a part of what the Lord is doing here!

This Fall, I am leading a guys & girls Bible Study on Proverbs with the help of (you guessed it) Tim Keller’s handy new book, God’s Wisdom for Navigating Life, which is a year’s worth of devotions/commentary on Proverbs! We have been discussing topics like the “The fear of the Lord,” understanding the heart, and the true meaning of wisdom for the past month now, and our study and conversations have been convicting and encouraging. (I know I reference Tim Keller a lot; he’s very good at discussing deep topics in a way that is helpful and easy to understand.)

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A Pool/Puppy Party at the Harper residence!

We’ve also hosted a few events including a guys beach retreat in August, a tailgate, a pool/puppy party (courtesy of my mom’s dog breeding business), and a lake retreat at the end of September to name a few. I’ve really enjoyed connecting with students and seeing them connect with each other at these events. This upcoming month, we have a Fall party and a City Worship night with local Birmingham churches!

Lastly, Adam, Emily, and I have been learning how to love and serve each other well as a team, which has been a rewarding experience. Working with them has been a sweet reminder of God’s love and care for me, and I am thankful for their support, oversight, and friendship.

The year is off to a great start on many fronts, and I am happy to be back at home in the Magic City!

Life Updates

A huge answer to prayer is that I have found both a roommate and an affordable apartment in Homewood! A few of our students helped me move in a few weeks ago, so I am settled much closer to campus now. I really love having students over for games, movies, and meals, and I am grateful this new living situation allows me to do that.

I also had several medical tests done over the summer for my stomach issues, and so far they have not revealed anything specific to treat. While I’ve learned how to function with this chronic sickness, I still hope to find an effective treatment that allows me to function normally. I appreciate the continual prayer of my friends and family through this struggle.

Financial Update

I am quickly approaching the halfway point of the fall semester, and in order to continue my work with students, I need to raise the remainder of my budget for the 2018-2019 year. I have $5,200 to go before I am fully funded for year 2. I made this chart to give you a good idea on how you can help. I would really love to be fully funded by year’s end; would you consider helping me reach that goal? You can donate online at https://www.givetoruf.org/donate/1666

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*Any additional funds raised will go towards a parting gift to help pay for seminary!

I am so thankful for the friends and family who have helped me pursue this ministry opportunity through their generous giving and prayers. The internship has been a wonderful season of learning for me over the past year and a half. The relationships and ministry experience have been invaluable; I’ve learned a lot about my strengths and weaknesses. I feel my call to ministry has been affirmed through this internship, and I plan to enroll in seminary in the Fall of 2019! 

Thanks for reading and God bless!

Spring Update!

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Freshmen Bible Study

A few weeks ago, I was talking to some friends about math. At some point in the conversation, I revealed my method of skip-counting. Growing up homeschooled, our curriculum taught us to skip-count via song. I learned to count by threes singing Jingle Bells but replacing the lyrics with 3, 6, 9, 12, 15, etc. I learned to count by nines to the tune of an old hymn that I can’t recall the name of. Later that week at Bible study, I was amused to find one of the freshmen in our group had learned to skip count the same way, by singing songs but replacing the lyrics with numbers.

Music is an intrinsic way to learn the truths we cling to. Even though I’m one of the most forgetful people I know, I can remember every word to Blank Space by Taylor Swift. I still remember how to skip count by multiples because of music. I can remember every fruit of the spirit because of the fun videos my parents showed me as a kid.

This semester at Erskine, our campus minister is preaching a series on the hymns called “Songs Worth Singing About.” A distinct feature of RUF’s ministry is our commitment to singing hymns every week, and this particular sermon series is designed to help students see how the Gospel applies to them and how the hymns are a great tool to help us remember that Gospel.

As I have listened to Paul preach this series and talk about the hymn writers, I was reminded of how much these songs have meant to me as a college student. One summer on a trip abroad when I was feeling particularly lonely, I jumped on iTunes and downloaded Jesus I My Cross Have Taken by Henry Francis Lyte. At the time, I was missing the sweet friends and fellowship of RUF, and the tune reminded me of my community. But I also began to see how encouraging and truthful the lyrics were. Here’s some excerpts of the lyrics that really stood out to me.

“Man may trouble and distress me, 
’T’will but drive me to Thy breast…” 

“Oh, ’’tis not in grief to harm me”

“Think what Spirit dwells within thee, 
Think what Father’s smiles are thine, 
Think that Jesus died to win thee…”

 “Soon shall pass thy pilgrim days, 
Hope shall change to glad fruition, 
Faith to sight, and prayer to praise.”

These are the lyrics I feed my soul with in my lowest moments, and they are constantly reminding me of the Biblical truths that my heart is prone to forget.

RUF does not think that the old hymn writers knew better than our contemporary worship writers. But we do see how accurate and honestly the men and women who wrote the hymns grasped the whole spectrum of human experience AND how the Gospel speaks to us in that experience. With the help of Indelible Grace writing new and accessible musical arrangements, RUF has made the hymns come alive for new generations of Christians, and I am so excited to sing these hymns with our students every week!

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A trip to see the Last Jedi with some of my freshmen!

A quick update & prayer requests

This semester has been a wonderful time to connect with students, but RUF Erskine is in a challenging season of ministry. Nevertheless, I am encouraged by the growth and maturity of the freshmen that I continue to meet with every week and am grateful that God has allowed me to be here through the generosity and prayers of my supporters. With that in mind, here are some prayer requests

  • I am still struggling with stomach issues that make ministry a challenge, BUT I am slowly feeling better through treatment from my dad, Dr. Harper. Please pray that I continue to improve and ultimately get back to feeling normal
  • While some of our students are growing and thriving, some are really struggling and hurting. Please pray that God will help us as we seek to love and encourage these students with the Gospel.
  • I am leading a Freshmen Bible study on the Psalms this semester to coincide with our sermon series on the hymns. Please pray that this study will go well and that God would use this avenue of ministry to reach students and help them to grow.
  • March 23-28 we are taking a group of students on a mission trip to serve a local widows ministry. Please pray that it will go smoothly and that students will come learn what it means to love and serve.
  • Summer Conference is coming up May 20-25! This is the best retreat we do in RUF, so please pray that students will sign up and come with us to Laguna Beach where they will enjoy a time of fellowship and teaching from RUF ministers from all over the country!

Thanks for reading and God bless!

Fellow Travelers

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“God, for whom and through whom everything was made, chose to bring many children into glory. And it was only right that he should make Jesus, through his suffering, a perfect leader, fit to bring them into their salvation. So now Jesus and the ones he makes holy have the same Father. That is why Jesus is not ashamed to call them his brothers and sisters.” – Hebrews 2:10-11

“Our service must not have an ‘I stand above you as one who has arrived’ character. It flows out of a humble recognition that we share an identity with those we serve. God has not completed his work in me either. We are brothers and sisters in the middle of God’s lifelong process of change. I am not anyone’s guru. Change will not happen simply because someone is exposed to my wisdom and experience. This posture is essential for God-honoring personal ministry… God sends people my way not only so that they will change, but so that I will too.” – Paul David Tripp

Something that I really struggle with in ministry is being a “spiritual Gandalf,” which is my need to fix and influence people. This mentality manifests itself in a host of ways. In the past, it looked like sharing my opinion with everyone who would listen on Facebook or Twitter and getting into unnecessary arguments. Now it might look like self-centered conversations where I want to prove my wisdom and opinions and spread my influence over others. Sometimes, it may even look like a well-written blog post like this one!

The point is, my intentions for ministry aren’t always God’s glory. I often fall into the category of someone who thinks they have “arrived”. Yes, justification and sanctification are what I want for my students, friends, and family… just as long as I get to be the one to show them the way, fix their problems, and prove what a wise spiritual guru I am.

I think true Gospel ministry is less like being a “spiritual guru/Gandalf” and more like being a faithful “Samwise Gamgee,” a faithful fellow traveler. As Paul Tripp mentions above, it’s recognizing that we have not “arrived.” Rather, we are called to come alongside others and help them on their journey because we need help ourselves. God brings people into our lives for their sake and for ours.

This takes an immense amount of humility and unfortunately I really struggle to live it out. However, the author of Hebrews tells us that Jesus calls us his brothers and sisters (Heb 2:11) because we share the same Father. What’s more, God sent Jesus, so that he might be the “firstborn among many brothers and sisters.” (Rom 8:29). In Jesus, we have a friend who is closer than a brother who is walking with us through every trial, temptation, and failure. He faced death on a cross because he loved us. He is the better Samwise Gamgee walking with us through every circumstance of life. If we are resting in Jesus and the cross, we may let learn what it means to be a true and faithful friend in our ministry to others.

November Update

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Snapshot from our men’s camping trip this past weekend

Friends and family. Just wanted to write a little update on life here in Due West!

We are in the final stretch to finals. This means that students are in overdrive writing papers, prepping for exams, and sleeping less. It also means they aren’t quite as actively attending RUF or meeting with us. This is a particularly tough time for interns to minister, so please pray for us and our stressed out students.

Additionally, my personal health has been pretty bad for the past six months. I’ve had an unknown digestive disorder since the early summer, and I’ve had very little relief. I’m just now seeking out medical treatment, so please pray for my physical recovery and for patience as I begin the healing process.

Lastly, I have something to praise God for. I initially felt a great deal of unease in being sent to a place like Due West. I figured I would be alone out here in a rural college setting, but nothing could have be further from the truth. God has provided me with a rich community of co-workers, students, peers, and even an old friend from Samford that has made this transition exciting and enjoyable.

Thank you so much for your prayers, gifts, and encouragement. I wouldn’t be out here if it weren’t for the community of church, friends, and family surrounding me.